it seems,

im sick.
im sick of feeling sick.
im sick of feeling sick about feeling sick.
oh god.

it seems that this is going to be a rant, because yes lachlan dannie was right people do use blogs to vent; even you.

you know how people say, "it feels like every step i take forward i then follow it with two back."
well, thats excatly how i feel, now i could complain about it only i cannot be fucked. i guess the only consellation is that eventually i will move forward, i just have to wait untill i cant take two steps forward with the occasional one back.
it seems that every time i get something right something falls from the pile and it fucks the whole thing up.
its seems.
i keep saying that things seem like this or that, does that mean that everything isnt really happening. that it only feels that way or its some mirage.
lots of things seem like something, but some things are.

its seems .... no
things are fucked.