tell me what are we really doing here.

today is valentines day, if i were to look at what i did last year it would involve being at brodies, with andrew.
and really i just remeber being really happy, but today was not spent by gazing lovingly into a boyfriends eyes.
only funnily enough i did spend it with andrew.
and yes im as shocked as you.
i guess it made me realise how much time has passed between who i was and who ive become.
but when your young how do you trust how you feel?
its never going to last and where is the point?
how do you know when its real?
and if it never is, why do some feelings never leave?

so many questions.
and my answers well, they arent really there.
i have no answers, im still trying to figure this out.

"Is it a minus or a plus, does enough equal enough. If you can't do the math, then nothing adds up, tell me why I'm here. Sure I want someone to understand but I don't need the stress. I'm not about being analyzed like it's some kind of test.
dont have to be a genius to figure what's between us"


but hey my blogs a piece of shit and is not worth subscribing for so i cbf to continue.