im happy, for once.
and i dont want anything to change
but i know its going to.
i cant feel friends slipping from my fingers and i dont want them to go.
its like as soon as im happy everyone else around me falls apart
but i guess thats the point
we have to be happy while other people are sad so we can pick up the pieces
and be thankful we arent upset.
i guess i just hate my friends being upset because i can deal being upset
seeing these people upset and feeling alone is actualy painful to see.
knowing that i cant do much
and when situations arise and i cant do those little things i can guilt starts.
im happy there isnt much else i can say.
i just hate knowing it will change
i fear the change
love len.
About Me
- len.
- i get upset about things way to easily, i dont enjoy critisim even though i judge myself constantly. i live for music. like me or hate me; if its the latter; fuck off :)
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